I've got a little question for myself (and you're free to answer this thing if you want). How come I always blurt out something - just something - about my current feelings towards the day? Not just that, I always end up thinking I did a very stupid decision from out of the blue. Just today, I think I blurted out something about something I resolved for myself that I'll forget and keep under. Then, today, I just did.
If there's one thing I really hate, it's being caught red-handed. I've kept too many secrets, probably, but when people catch me (even if it is just for themselves) I immediately blush up and switch to panic mode. I don't really know - do I really want to let go or not?
Well, today, as I slowly realize the consequences of overworking my mouth and my thoughts, I resolve (again) that I'd stop talking unless I really have to (or if they are talking to me). I don't want to sound so stupid - or like someone who's holding a grudge. I repeat: I am not holding a grudge on anyone.
Well, there it went. Another one of my statements from out of the blue that could mean everything on someone. And there went another one.
9/26/2005
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